Up to ME? I'm paying you $29.00 for this "check-up" to get me back to where I started? At no other time in my life did I ever feel so old and independent, like an adult. It was the first time I wasn't given an expert decision about something involving another being's life. I expected the doctor to evaluate her a little bit and then advise me one way or another, but now it was up to me and it felt really strange. With each year that I've gotten older, I haven't felt older, probably because I haven't had reason to. It always seems like as you age, you're supposed to feel like you are actually aging, but it usually doesn't work like that. Today, I realized that becoming an adult doesn't mean getting older, it means learning that your own life and well-being is second to the lives and happiness of those around you. It means making sacrifices to help ones that you love and making wise decisions to help them, or trying to.
He prescribed her another medicine and we're going back in a week to see if she'll be ready then. She has been my best friend for the past two weeks. I regret not playing with and loving her more before all of this. She truly is a wonderful pet. Thank you for helping me to realize things I've never seen before.
I hope everything works out melyssa
ReplyDeleteZoe is definitely lucky to have you even if you feel like you haven't showed her enough love in the past....for sure
I agree with Michael.
ReplyDeleteZoe is one lucky rat. :)